i spend one day at hospital....
taking care of my aki (granpa)..as the time grow older.....
i feel not that close to him..
but then being with him that time...we grow closer every minute even he's not capable to say nothin
but i can see in his eyes the love for me he suffer a lot....i cant even sleep that night
im afraid im goin to loose him....that night they have to suck the urine from his urinary blade....i saw him suffer...i feel like crying
the sun appear....its like getting new hope to me and hoping today my aki will be feeling alright
and???....he's seem healtier then b4!! but sudnly ?? .....he's not eating well....he dun want to take his med..he dun wan to drink like b4....and then i think he is not ok!!! its hard seeing him kna jarum again n again....cuz the nurse susa mw find that urat....his hand??so lemah.....
smpaila nurse suru sa pksa my aki to eat.....so i force him....very touching when i saw aki berusaha kunyah fud 2.........n so sad that i have to lie to him that this is the last spoon this is the last spoon.....=(
then...again aki kna jarum lai
at last kna tukar p bilik len......its so sad seeing him like that!!
i love u aki! <3 =(
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